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Free Spirit
03:55
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If you were in front of me right now, I would walk away. I can’t forgive you.
I really wish you would come back to me, maybe call my name, shift the blame, just so I could walk away this time. Maybe I’d abandon you, then you could handle death and fear and loss of faith just to create your own special scars. They’re gonna thrive and grow, and plant inside your head, they’re the reason why you can’t get out of bed. Remember your seventh birthday, just sitting with him waiting to hear if I’d lived through the accident. And I didn’t.
Now I’ve been told my mother was a free spirit, and that she cared about her kids more than anything. But all of that was washed away with her addiction. She left my dad, she left her kids, and she left me. She left me.
If you were in front of me right now, I would walk away. I can’t forgive you.
I know you loved me, I loved you too. I only wish it was enough to make you pull through. But you and I will never be. It’s you and I entwined in your end.
In your end.
I know you loved me, I loved you too. I only wish it was enough to make you pull through for me. In Heaven or Hell, look down on me with shame.
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Let You Go
04:44
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A genius, alone and afraid, grasping at the last straws.
I let you go. I let you flounder, I let you reach; now I watch you drown.
I watch you fade away. I watch you use your last few fleeting moments to create negativity instead of sustainability.
Let you go.
Tired old man, resign yourself. Hand in your pride, sign it in sobriety, and let your love flourish. Let your loved ones take your hand, let them show you a better world than this. Please trust in your family, give it up. We’ve been chasing you for some time now.
I’ve watched you digress and drown since I could talk.
You’d always been my hero, my idol, my steadfast failsafe.
Time passes, now I’m older. I change, you stay the same.
And despite your errors I know you were doing what you could.
But you weren’t.
You won’t know what this did to me. And I had I known I would have put a stop to this long before.
Let your loved ones take your hand, let them show you a better world than this. Please trust in your family, give it up. We’ve been chasing you for some time.
Let you go.
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Revelations
04:48
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I wonder if you worry about
I wonder if you worry about
I wonder if you worry about
I wonder if you worry about
I’m so afraid to die.
I’m so afraid to fail.
I’m so afraid of what comes after.
I’m so afraid that one day I’ll be all alone with all my regrets I swore that I’d never have.
I wonder if you worry
I wonder if you worry about
I wonder if you worry
I wonder if you worry about me.
You know I think I’m starting to lose it, you know I think I’m starting to fall. I think I’m breaking off from this life, breaking off from everything I know.
I wonder if you worry
I wonder if you worry about
I wonder if you worry
I wonder if you worry about me.
Together, holding each other, miserable and alone, we die alone.
Together, holding each other, miserable and alone, we die alone.
Miserable and alone, living purely off the friends and life I used to have.
Together we will wander, together we will grow.
Together, we die alone.
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